raramomtoo3

Good afternoon to my dear friends and family.  I hope your Tuesday is going well and you are happy.  I am stuck in bed.  Now in theory this should be AWESOME.  Just me, my bed and my TV and all is right with the world.  However I do not function like this.  I need to work so badly.  If I can’t work then I don’t make money and without money my family will be homeless.  So I am trying my best to figure out a way to go back to work.  I feel like crap and I feel stupid.  I have let my friends at work down.  I have let my family down.  I am still trying to figure out what the crap happened.  All I did was reach up on my tip toes and SNAP.  I am the only fool in the world who managed to break her foot while washing a window.  Ok now if I was cleaning skyscraper windows I can understand but this was on my eye level.  So you should see my routines.  It is a circus act just to go to the bathroom.  I basically throw myself on the bed and roll over to my side of the bed.  Then it takes a crane to get me off the bed onto the crutches.  Then I am lifting three hundred pounds on one foot and two sticks.  So I hop my way to the bathroom.  My husband has to go with me so I can be lifted off the stupid toilet.  By the time I am done I am breathing like I have run a marathon.  By the time this ordeal is over my left leg will look like the Incredible Hulk and my right leg will be like a wet noodle.  Tomorrow morning we go to the orthopedic doctor.  I am praying it is just broken and a cast will be enough.  I don’t want to go through another surgery.  I had this done on my hand and don’t look forward to having it done on my foot.  So here I am.  Now if only I could get paid for watching TV.  You guys are lucky.  I could be forced to drag on and on in these posts and make you suffer but that seems a bit cruel even for me.  So I will keep them short even though I am bored out of my freaking head.  So what are you planning for your New Year’s Eve?  As of now I plan to try and only make one bathroom visit.  The rest will just suck.  I wanted to go to a party but like I said I can barely make it to the bathroom much less out to my car and into their house but we will see.  Like I said it all depends on the doctor visit.  Well now I am thinking maybe surgery would be better.  Because as of right now my foot is hurting like hell but maybe it they put pins in it that will make it heal.  Even if they could put a walking cast on it or something.  Oh well we will just pray and hope it works out for the best.  So on that note I am about to watch set you free for today and watch a movie with my wee ones.  So may the “better TV” angels smile on us all……