Jan 05 2009
Where is a TV doctor when you freaking need one???
Hello my dear readers I hope you are surviving your Monday. I am here but barely. I have been sick feeling all day. I am trying not to panic. I am a worst case scenario person as many of you know. I don’t think of the simple things nope I think I am about to die type things. For example I have had a hard time breathing today. Of course the fact I am a fat chick with a broken leg doesn’t register. Nope I assume I am lung embolism or other crazy disease I have gotten off TV by watching House and ER. Good thing I don’t watch Grey’s Anatomy or I would have several other insane ideas. So as the day went on I developed the shakes (no I don’t mean ice cream shakes THOUGH that sounds AWESOME). So my husband was taking a nap so I have all this time to think of the worst possible crap. I finally had to wake him up so I could talk to him. Then I realized I hadn’t eaten since yesterday. So the easiest thing we had was cheese cubes. Now I have cared enough about you my dear readers to not bother you with my other issues. All I will say is CHEESE is the last freaking thing I need TRUST ME. So I am feeling a tad bit better but I still feel all panicky. You know how it is when you can’t breathe and the more panicked the worse it gets. I am just at point dear readers I refuse to go back to the freaking ER. I have my own suite set up there. I would love for a week to go by that I don’t have to visit them. So let’s stop talking about bad crap. However you guys will be happy to read that one of you loyal readers has stepped up to help me with my hairy leg problems. My dear mother in law dropped off on this neat leg shaving thing. So tomorrow I will be shaving these legs. So many thanks go out to her. I am sure my doctors and family members will be happy to not hear my wookie call. One of my wee ones called home sick from school. He hasn’t felt good in a couple of days but I had hoped it was just a cold. So it is just another day in what I call life. I tell your readers I am stressing big time. I have a million things on my mind and heart. So I hope this is just stress I am feeling. I have panicked and called my husband who is in line waiting for the kids. Now I have him all worked up but I am calming down. That is why I don’t think it is serious because after a few minutes I calm down and feel better. I do not want to go the ER. However now I have convinced myself I am dying. So on that note I am going to leave you hanging as if it is our own little soap opera. So I am going to be selfish and ask just for the “health” angels smile down on me today and my family.
